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he added aloud.`How could you lie so glaringly, as to affirm I hated the ``poor child''? and invent bugbear stories to terrify her from my doorstones?

Catherine Linton (the very name warms me), my bonnie lass, I shall be from home all this week; go and see if I have not spoken truth: do, there's a darling! Just imagine your father in my place, and Linton in yours; then think how you would value your careless lover if he refused to stir a step to comfort you, when your father himself entreated him; and don't, from pure stupidity, fall into the same error.I swear, on my salvation, he's going to his grave, and none but you can save him!'

The lock gave way and I issued out.

`I swear Linton is dying,' repeated Heathcliff, looking hard at me.`And grief and disappointment are hastening his death.Nelly, if you won't let her go, you can walk over yourself.But I shall not return till this time next week; and I think your master himself would scarcely object to her visiting her cousin!'

`Come in,' said I, taking Cathy by the arm and half-forcing her to re-enter; for she lingered, viewing with troubled eyes the features of the speaker, too stern to express his inward deceit.

He pushed his horse close, and, bending down, observed:

`Miss Catherine, I'll owe to you that I have little patience with Linton; and Hareton and Joseph have less.I'll own that he's with a harsh set.He pines for kindness, as well as love; and a kind word from you would be his best medicine.Don't mind Mrs Dean's cruel cautions; but be generous, and contrive to see him.He dreams of you day and night, and cannot be persuaded that you don't hate him, since you neither write nor call.'

I closed the door, and rolled a stone to assist the loosened lock in holding it; and spreading my umbrella, I drew my charge underneath:

for the rain began to drive through the moaning branches of the trees, and warned us to avoid delay.Our hurry prevented any comment on the encounter with Heathcliff, as we stretched towards home; but I divined instinctively that Catherine's heart was clouded now in double darkness.Her features were so sad, they did not seem hers: she evidently regarded what she had heard as every syllable true.

The master had retired to rest before we came in.Cathy stole to his room to inquire how he was; he had fallen asleep.She returned, and asked me to sit with her in the library.We took our tea together;and afterwards she lay down on the rug, and told me not to talk, for she was weary.I got a book, and pretended to read.As soon as she supposed me absorbed in my occupation, she recommenced her silent weeping: it appeared, at present, her favourite diversion.I suffered her to enjoy it a while;then I expostulated: deriding and ridiculing all Mr Heathcliff's assertions about his son, as if I were certain she would coincide.Alas! I hadn't skill to counteract the effect his account had produced: it was just what he intended.

`You may be right, Ellen,' she answered; `but I shall never feel at ease till I know.And I must tell Linton it is not my fault that I don't write, and convince him that I shall not change.'

What use were anger and protestations against her silly credulity?

We parted that night--hostile; but next day beheld me on the road to Wuthering Heights, by the side of my wilful young mistress's pony.I couldn't bear to witness her sorrow: to see her pale dejected countenance, and heavy eyes; and I yielded, in the faint hope that Linton himself might prove, by his reception of us, how little of the tale was founded on fact.